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immarainbowpatooie · 2 months ago

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i love adhd time blindness :)

#also yes i played for 2 more hours after i saw this message #'just one more thing' i told myself #adhd #actually adhd #i love dinosaur :)#jurassic world #ive had this game in my steam library untouched for 5? years #i finally gave in and ended up hyperfocusing #dinosaurs #discord chat #time blindness #hyperfocus #blah #my stuff

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narugen · 7 months ago

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LOVE his kansai dialect so much huge shoutout to his seiyuu (kengo kawanishi) here’s 34 seconds of it from the new episode

(also whilst confirming that i wasn’t saying the wrong shit i found a thread on how his dialect gets translated in the manga from an official translator!)

#if u told me one week ago when i was rereading kn8 that id be giving this much fucks about hoshina AND a pairing from it i’d be laughing at #u. however the only person i can laugh at rn is myself #hoshina #soshiro hoshina #sorry guys. I’m truly so sorry #kaiju no.8 #just block me 🫡#also other vid got flagged can we not enjoy nice things and my hoshimina agenda?#egg boils #ITS SO CITE HOW WHEN HES COMPLAINING HE GOES FULL ON ACCENT #What the hell i just took a peak at his wiki n he voices aventurine too.. like no wonder.#man #i like hoshina this is messed up..#give me more mina moments pleaseeeeeee <- excitedly awaits episode 11 i think #fave

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tapakah0 · 6 months ago

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#why no one told me that trying to get in the “grown up life” is so stressful when you have zero experience in a real work #All the skills you have are not enough #At the same time you didn't have rest at all after graduating because of the outside pressure #And I feel like I became deadly annoying #Let me complain a little bit I swear to god this is like 2 time after college when I want to complain at something I'm not that strong #What do you mean there is no sign “We want YOU as our worker!” ahagsha funny #I have to learn about 2 new programms on a basic level at least #Learn new things on Toon Boom #Prepare different portfolios when turns out I barely have something I can show #I was thinking too little and now I barely can think and I start being irritated at myself yet can do nothing since my brain rebels #Okayyy just 2 more months to see if something will turns out good out of what I will be doing

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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(thanks to the defrost tiktok anon) Eric would be on the cooking duty and Francesca would be trying to either push things off the table or steal something from the counter constantly or play with moving metal kitchenwares to the point that Eric has to decide that the safest way of him to cook in peace is by holding Francesca all the time while cooking so that she doesn't do anything

artistic rendition cause you be cooking here .............

#magneto #erik lehnsherr #francesca the cat #snap sketches #i told myself no more fran drawings this week/next weekend so i could focus on other stuff..... but how could i resist this idea vjELRKVERV #THIS ONE I CAN DO QUICK ANYWAY BUT PLEEEEEASE #put her in the baby sling ........... just to make sure she dont do nothin ...#so funny this resonated with my soul so hard because sometimes i watch this mom cook but she'll have her baby In The Baby Sling #obsessed i am.....#on that note. its already 10pm wtf i have to drive at like 4AM #the weekend's already gone and i didnt draw anything i said i would jeRLEJAJLV #thats been my weekend every week hasnt it. say ill draw a thing and then get too busy to do so vjaeLKvkl #a travesty but i might have a lil time to do somethin else. kinda for myself also kinda answerig an ask #i mean again this just one of those rare moments where plans i already had coincide with an ask so might as well ig #ok bye bye we'll see what happens

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ratatatastic · 2 months ago

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the sauna robe era: a beautiful saga unfolding before us. we really have gone from "it was matthew's idea to wear them for pregame fits" to "sasha texted them team to make them wear the robes for the preds game"

nashville predators @ florida panthers postgame interview | 11.7.24 (x)(x)(x)(x)(x)

DO YOU KNOW HOW FUNNY IT IS THAT BOTH RODDY AND MAFFHEW WENT oh the whole team all thought it was a prank but we still wore them anyways which somehow makes the robe walkin an exercise in trust and love that everyone passed with flying colours god this team is filled with lobe and friemdship

also happy mackie did in fact get ribbed for taking the shirt option his team uncles sure are giving him the rookie experience and also "i wasn't sure if i was showing too much skin or not" on a team

THAT WALKED IN LIKE THIS WITHOUT ANY SHAME. YEAH BUD I DONT THINK THATS A PROBLEM HERE.

the robes are truly a hit amongst the team aka we dont have to use our brains and we just put on a robe its fantastic, mackie maffhew and nosey are on absolutely onboard unsurprisingly

and if you wondering oh what about paul when will we see him-

the answer is a firm NO on both accounts so to those (me) who wanted to see an old man in a skimpy robe our dreams have to be crushed from the getgo but maybe if the streak goes long enough-

#aleksander barkov #matthew tkachuk #gustav forsling #evan rodrigues #mackie samoskevich #tomáš nosek #paul maurice #2425 #the sauna robe saga™#beautiful and needs to be archived #also paul says that the boys didnt tell him they would come in robes for the preds game after finland #just that he “heard a rumour” about it #so sasha texted the team and our staff was out of the loop so i cant imagine the utter joy at seeing your players in their robes again #i also was talking to my friend and went “how likely is it that theyve washed those things? like between sauna i can see it”#“but the minute they exclusively wore it for walkins how likely are those things building up funk for the superstition”#and then i completely ruined it for myself because yeah i do think they dont wash em #i love the utter confusion on who started this #maffhew and sasha are one entity #sasha taking initiative to make the boys keep wearing the robes as if maffhew (superstitious man) didnt whisper it in his ear #“you gotta be some kind of superstitious at one point” ←i like seeing my teammates half naked. and also my husband told me to do so.#captain's privilege indeed #but also the whole “whos idea it was” does that particularly change on why some boys thought it was a joke #like if maffhew said it right theyd be more likely to think it was a prank but if sasha said it theyd be more likely to believe-#sorry im still on whos on team maffhews idea and team sashas idea #i will piece this together bit by bit by the power of my own delusion #sauna robes as an exercise in trust and love #but boooo old man join in the fun!!!!!#“nobody needs to see it-” WELL I DO #florida panthers

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goldkirk · 5 months ago

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hey this isn’t aimed at anyone in particular but I’m saying it for the record here: if I tell you no, please stop messaging me about fundraisers and mutual aid.

I get enough messages that it’s impossible for me to keep up without devoting at least half an hour each day, when I’m not even on tumblr that long most days. Me having a boundary about this isn’t a moral failing, it’s a lifeboat for me on my own blog.

In my personal life I’m already advocating and donating literally as much as I can spare. This is not me not caring, it’s just me not willing to interact with that on the one place I go online to not interact with irl news and world events for the most part.

I cannot be upset all the time. I cannot be upset everywhere. I cannot use all my emotional and mental energy fielding my own upset from ongoing events. My options are to hold boundaries about this or stop coming online at all.

I’m all for sharing information and signal boosting to reasonable extents, but the scale of it this year is so large and so enduring that it is literally not possible to for me to participate on every account I have. I’ve previously shared links to Gaza eSIM donations and a major hub of verified Go Fund Mes here and elsewhere online. We, the online humans, know how to look those things up ourselves by now. There are many, many people choosing to do advocacy work, and right now, I can’t be one of them.

If you’re extremely upset when I tell you I can’t share/donate right now about a Gaza family or personal fundraiser you ask me to share here, just unfollow and block me. That’s what those buttons are for. Protect your own emotions and energy and get me off your feed instead of staying upset and continuing to engage with online people or content that upsets you.

Please don’t send repeated angry messages based on manufactured purity politics and moral outrage into my messages and inbox when I exercise the right to run my own blog.

#and on that note #I also think some people need to sit down and ask themselves #if their old end times anxieties and fears and preparations and word spreading #haven’t filtered straight into a new non religious end of society and end of modern world order anxiety that they’re pushing on other peopl #even if it is the end times #you cannot change that by beating your own anxieties into other people’s heads #people can care MORE when they are GIVEN ROOM TO BREATHE #first rule of sustainable activism is you can’t do it constantly and you can’t push it on people constantly #you have to pace it and you have have have have HAVE to play long games #short term activism burns you out and if it leads to full despair from burnout it can get you killed via depression #it’s not a joke #there’s a reason your elders have books and community lore about healthy activism even in times of crisis #they lived it. they learned from it. learn from them.#spend your time doing things that can make real impacts.#do little things online but unless you’re an actual information hub you shouldn’t be posting constantly about it #people won’t even want to follow you anymore eventually because that’s not why they followed you #and then you have no audience for your important message anyway.#I know this. I learned it myself on other accounts.#please. stop. harassing me.#how is harassing me going to make me MORE willing to change my mind and post? just because you demanded it?#I am an autonomous person #this is my ONE curated space on the website #you have a multitude of tags and other users #don’t waste energy on a person who already told you no. let’s call that activism rule number two #spend your energy where it’s not likely to be wasted #you’re needed for a long haul #act like it 😭#and stop spamming me 😭#hey little star whatcha gonna queue?

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wardensantoineandevka · 9 days ago

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I see there's posts floating around directly and blatantly arguing against mine (same wording) by completely misunderstanding what I said. I'm fucking BACK, babey. Should've bought some hay-scented fragrance while I was at Sephora today, because I am once again your strawman!

#yes Lucanis has been told what he's going to do with his life for his entire life and has not been able to make a lot of choices for himself #this has no bearing on how he has no moral issue with killing people for money #which is what I was saying: he has no moral issue with killing people for money and some of you are clearly uncomfortable with that #because you're bending over backward to insist that he does actually deep inside have an issue with being a contract killer #when it is INCREDIBLY clear and he discusses this multiple times that he does not have any issue with being paid to stab people to death #I can't even discuss other aspects of Lucanis because you're all so unwilling to accept the specific point I'm making #which is that the text makes it incredibly clear that Lucanis does not have any issue with being killer for hire #he has no issue with the “killing people as a profession that he engages in”#he flat out dismisses the idea that there is any moral issue to be had when Emmrich and Davrin ask him about it #you all want him to have a moral issue with the core premise of “killing people” because you struggle with the idea he does not have one #because you're all very convinced that if he chose for himself that he would choose to have an issue with murder #but he doesn't #when he engages in what you consider “making it more palpable” to him it is actually not related to the murder at all #in fact the things he does extra isn't even un-Crow-like necessarily—it's just making things more complicated and less efficient #by avoiding doing things that are not part of the contract and thus aren't necessary to do even if it would make it easier #it is still not an issue with performing murders for money!#I know I'm repeating myself a lot here but people really are doing Olympic floor gymnastics routines to avoid what I'm trying to say #which is that the text is very clear Lucanis does not have a moral issue with the part of his job where he is hired to kill people #(also to that refutation asserting that Lucanis's “enjoyment” is derived from going after objectively bad people #how did you miss the part where Lucanis HATES it when people say that when THEY kill it's Noble And Good only)#(Also his contracts are not strictly Venatori. He has a specialty but he very much states he has non-Venatori and non-mage contracts)#DATV things #anyway I should write a follow-up post

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jouxlskaard · 8 months ago

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i think laios should be allowed to have that long hair actually

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi fanart #dungeon meshi art #laios touden #laios dungeon meshi #dunmeshi laios #laios fanart #laios #i was gonna do more than just one sketch but then i had an existential crisis and gave up #life is hard when you're 17 #that's /j but also i apparently put too much pressure on myself for a 17 year old so i've been told not to do that #i'll stop talking about my personal life on a laios sketch sorry guys #if you noticed my art style change no you didn't #my art style changes when i draw different things lmao i should stop doing that

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chloecherrysip · 2 years ago

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"I hope you told your brother how much you loved him, because you're probably never gonna see him again."

"..."

"Was that too dark?"

"YES!"

"Sorry."

#mario movie #mario move spoilers #super mario bros movie #super mario bros #mario and luigi #super mario bros movie spoilers #cherrysip edits #i was gonna make a different gifset today but then i found that new trailer and WELL HERE WE ARE lol #TOAD SERIOUSLY CAN YOU READ THE ROOM HERE???????????#first time in the town was kinda funny second time was genuinely a bit upsetting to the point that i gasped when i heard the dialogue #mario would prefer you Do Not Say Things Like That!!!!!!!#he is no way shape or form emotionally prepared to grapple with the idea of his brother being dead or never being able to find him #that would end him. that would destroy him. he would truly not know how to go on. so that is just firmly Not a Possibility in his brain #(and now i made myself REALLY sad thinking about mario remembering this conversation a little later and wondering #when WAS the last time he told luigi he loved him????? he can't remember. he loves his brother more than anything and anyone #but he hasn't said it outloud in so long and the realization of that is extremely painful. there's some more angst for you!!!)#anyway this is just a compilation of all the significant scenes where mario and luigi are actually together we've seen so far and I CRY #also the brand-new one of them running through town!!! omg it's perfect #with mario doing unnecessary parkour and luigi just diligently jogging along on the outside and avoiding the mess #the characterization even in the tiniest moments like this is truly CHEF'S KISS #will be working on more gifsets because my brain just needs to stare at all this until the movie comes out lololol

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itspileofgoodthings · 1 month ago

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#told my counselor that I was afraid to pray and that it was all wrapped around with anxiety #and I have been avoiding telling her that for a while despite that being one of my biggest anxiety struggles lately #but I did today because today was so crappy #and she was like you just need to do it more #she goes you come in here and you talk and you put all the things together #and I barely need to do anything and she goes think of prayer a little bit like that #in that it is a safe space for you to think things through to the end #and sort through things in the safety of being known and loved #and I know that is not all prayer is but honestly I needed her to say it today 😭#because I have just absolutely tied myself up in knots about it all #and she was just like.#‘no you have to do it to not be afraid of it’#and you need to do it more not less the more you’re afraid #anyway voice of God speaking to me today #quite frankly #it’s been rough in here fam #(here being my mind)

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skibasyndrome · 3 months ago

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#not to be a broken lil man on main #but I was on the phone with my dad for 30 minutes just now (that's a lot for a phone call with him) and like.... damn. yeah. i do have one #parent who's not horrible huh #we talked a lot about my plans for the future...... which I only now told him bcs scary and bcs........ I never ever during my 25 years of #being alive got the impression from my parents that something like this would be an acceptable career choice or something they'd support #and I mean. my [redacted] of a mother is the best example for how. not alright it is with her that I'm doing something that's not very...#traditional for this family #but anyways. my dad was absolutely fucking lovely #to the point that I get getting teary eyed and felt my throat closing up cause. huh. i guess in his own way he does love me and believe in #he asked me to send him a link or a pdf of my first conference report because he wants to keep it somewhere 😭😭😭😭😭😭#I'm....... ouch. ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch #you know the ghosting I am really good at with tumblr chats (sorry guys. ilu. I just suck at communication)???? i'm also extremely good at #that with whatsapp chats and just. not calling my irl loved ones #so idk. hearing him say he understands and just wanted to make sure I wasn't upset with him and like. wanted to know if I was doing okay.#damn. okay. damn #idk #this was such a good talk and he was so suppertive and non-judgemental and I actually told him about my birthday and how my mother's call #upset me and he was like. yeah. same. and like... he's basically gone no contact with her as well as it turns out #idk. I really should give him more credit and like... I feel like there's so much shifting and change and development happening while I'm n #not there and sometimes it's hard to remember that he actually /could/ understand some things. just cause I've always been so used to not #sharing anything about myself because it wasn't safe when I was younger and... idk........ lots of emotions going on rn #so glad we talked though. so glad #simon.out.#if you read all this.... idk man.... sorry for oversharing but thanks for caring ig <3

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thebirdandhersong · 3 months ago

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Lol

#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting #with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy #and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because #your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED #OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered #being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal #anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this #can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws #worries #and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please #also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up #in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite #but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying #you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents #but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents #not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up #that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY #you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard #i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation #and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far

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kuixotic-arts · 5 months ago

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BABY U R MY ANGEEEEELLLL*

(*neon genesis type of angel)

#color strain cw #color strain tw #lance pokemon #this is a WILD piece to be throwing into the main tag but i told myself i was going to draw with the intention to upload #the arc suit reveal came at a very Interesting time as i just finished watching all of evangelion for a second time some weeks back #if you squint this is technically a crossfandom thing because of the absolute terror field #[voice of a guy who enjoys the themes of gods embracing their humanity and humans embracing their godhood in general] yeah i'll be normal #oc: series #arceus is not a standard one because mine is more kirin-like and permanently keeps their dragon type #dont ask me how many times i looped em10a alterne+bis while working on this #thank you pokemas for adding to more of my champions/protags are hands of arceus theory

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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If you were to like redesign Magneto's classic outfit in a way that both suits the character and your own tastes, how would you redesign it?

uhhhh errrmmmmm i dont know i really couldnt improve upon perfection but i have still tried for you my friend !!!

#xmen #xmen comics #magneto #erik lehnsherr #max eisenhardt #erik magnus lensherr #like ig fc erik there too but only if you squint Generally Speaking this aint about him #snap sketches #i thought this was gonna be a quick thing but then As I Do i sat and thought about it for too long #and for what. my end result isn't that different from the beginning !! tragic .#out of these i think. it MAY be obvious i like the far right one #once i remembered I Do In Fact love megaman i locked in cause everytime i draw Classic Magneto all i think of is megaman #cant even make a magnetman joke that mfer already exists and he from my FAVORITE classic megaman title tyvm #anyway. should i explain my reasoning now. man i guess i can try #i couldnt tho is the thing- at least for the first set i really was just ickin around and seeing what i Might like #evidently it was nothing LMAO i told yall i cant improve perfection ... so i just. Smash Bros'd his classic look #With some tearing on the cape cause i said so ............#at most- with the furthermost right bit- i just wanted to emphasize a feeling of 'power' hence the chunkier boots + gloves #with the first look i tried that angle with showing some arm skin buuuuttt i dont like it ...#i think the sleeveless look really only works if the outfit's black idk i cant explain it #overall the first design i tried just feels too sleek for my liking if i wanted to go for a 'power' approach #i like the 'M' i did with the legs at least. i really wanted to incorporate an M in case it wasnt clear but alas ...#tbh i might steal the boots/gloves/underwear design from myself when i draw classic magneto regularly. SHRUG we'll see #as for now i am very sleepy and i have class in the morning and i want to do some work Before Class #very cool but very sad i dont have my third class today :( its my fave class :( at least i get more time to work #and the more work i get done the more time i get to draw the sillies !!! epic ...#anyways. good night everyone !!!!!!! talk to yall tomorrow ..... probably ... or later ig technically... i should sleep earlier <- wont

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julla · 24 days ago

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briefly scrolled though the bigbang subreddit like recommended and - true, it definitely is active! which is fun. one of the first things i saw is that someone got into listening gd bc they knew him from the shoe world 😭😭 i mean that's just amazing lmao

#i just randomly felt like being a little more active in the fandom again but reddit seems too overwhelming?#so im just checking if tumblr truly is dead #i havent been active obviously but now that something is happening im curious again #my husband said yday that im not a fangirl anymore #and i was like sweety.... there just hasnt been anything to fangirl over lol #we listen to home sweet home #my baby loves it. especially the live from MAMA bc she loves to dance to it #so im excited for new music #wanna know sth?#i went through my ✨memory box✨ over the weekend #i have all my flights and concert tickets and stuff #alllll my bigbang stuff. everything #i have all the cd/dvd bundles #and i NEVER WATCHED THEM #they are literally untouched #also years ago i ordered the limited edition gdragon flower? road? thing?#i dont even remember but i literally paid hundreds for it and now i took it out like #lmao i never even used the mug #remember? the one with his handprint?#anyways i made some lemon ginger tea in it lmao #and also... years ago when i went to the concerts and bought the dvds to remember them #i told myself i will watch them some day when im at home with a baby #well... girl... nows the time lol #look at me rambling! lol i guess i miss sharing my shit on here #thanks for listening. and scene

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outlying-hyppocrate · 2 months ago

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i have officially returned. ask me anything.

#random thoughts #i'll probably answer it tomorrow because i'm tired. i don't know why.#ciel if you see this i've been nicer to myself these past few days following your birthday. taking care of myself in general aspects.#which i sort of hate myself for but it's okay because. uh. i won't be like this forever. i'll be better at what i'm trying to do i promise.#new year's resolution is not fucking with me.........#oh also!! i've been sort of feeling like a dead person at times. and also like a cockroach. i have had to repeatedly tell myself that #i'm not dead i'm not dead!!!!#because i'm not. obviously. and i know i'm not. my brain is just silly. it likes to tell me i am things i am not like book characters.#and recently my mother got me my own rosary and we've been practicing praying together with my brother.#can you imagine how bad it must be for me to turn to christianity as a coping mechanism? not even when i was terrorized with death thoughts #not even in august for fuck's sake.#but it's actually not that bad. though i think i like the idea of organized religion more than i like being a part of it.#also i feel like my being catholic (mostly non-practicing) is betraying the queer community somehow. like. queer people have suffered #so much because of the christian church in general. so it's like. being christian is weird when i'm also queer.#but also then i feel weird when i try to do things in relation to christianity. like. put saint in my artist name.#that feels blasphemous i don't know. is it?????? it's not that serious either way but. augh.#i am going to write a song about this. also fellow christians is it okay to use the lyric 'uselessly clutching her rosary' or is that bad?#because i mean. technically. the she i'm referring to sort of is. because god isn't solving any of our problems.#he's just fucking. watching. if he's even real.#(and no my disappearance isn't related to the catholicism thing it's something else. as in the one thing i haven't told anyone else but cie #and an irl friend. if you are ciel then i am completely open to talking about said thing.#otherwise i will continue to drop cryptic little notes on my blog because I AM SILLY. {: )#going to play roblox now and maybe say hello to you fuckers on discord for a bit of fun. goodbye.

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